I think I'm living a nice life
I have great friends
I'm doing well in school
I'm not self-conscious anymore
Why do I still feel sad all the time?
How dare you hypocrites say you're against bullying when you constantly bully me.
I thought we had a spark my mistake.
I shouldn't of thought that you'd be into someone like me.
I am awkward and dorky and shy and well you're cool and popular.
Life isn't a movie you don't see me in that way and that's okay.
I need to move on.
Please stop saying you miss your boyfriend 2 hours after you see him.
I understand you love him and I understand you may miss him.
But I haven't seen my boyfriend in 2 months and probably won't see him for another 2 months.
I've been trying not to complain, so can you please stop?
Yes I get good grades.
Yes you see me smiling.
Yes I have nice clothes and other things.
But that does not make me a happy person.
Every day I wish I would die because loneliness and depression is slowly killing me.