I don't know how much longer I can fake it.
I realized that I was the bully in elementary and middle school.
I was the meanest cause I thought I had something to prove.
I wish I could go back and change it.
Those kids turned out to be amazing.
When I get a text from you I have the biggest smile on my face and I blush.
I don't know how you found me but you did and I have never felt this way before.
Just a few weeks ago I wanted to kill myself.
You changed everything.
On the outside everyone thinks I'm happy, they don't know that finding out my true feeling is a sleeve pull away..
I was so close to being his girlfriend.
But then I became his best friend.
Now we don't even talk.
And it kills me because he is everything I ever wanted.
But I'll never mean anything to him again.
Now all I'm trying to do is move on.