I'm starting to scare myself...

I'm getting so good at placing a mask on my face and keeping how I feel hidden from everyone.

I've told two people this.

No one else knows what happens inside my head every second of the day..

I'm starting to wonder if maybe my mask is becoming my life..
I really like art

My mom doesn't agree with me

I'm going to follow my dreams and become an artist

Whether she accepts it or not

Art is my life.
One of my best friends is struggling with depression.

I have always been there for him.

He has even said that he probably wouldn't be here if it were not for me.

I love him, but I wish I could release this stress it has caused me.

It's hard not being able to share my problems.
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Can I go back Please?

I was in the hospital for 3 days.

It was the best 3 days of my life.

Do I have to be suicidal again to go back and feel normal again.

I don't want to eat.

Everyone tells me I should, but I don't want to any more.

If I tell myself I'm not hungry enough, sooner or later I won't be.

My friends lecture me about it, I just wait for them to finish because they make me feel like a monster.

But I don't care what they say, it's my body, I'll do what I want with it.